New Forum! check it out please!

so i created a Pro Ana Mia forum.

i hope you guys visit it, this is the first time iv ever done something like this so help me out, give me feedback, whatever.
spread the word, i really want this to work out!

link:

http://scrumptioushollow.forumotion.net/index.htm

lost more && conquered

finally down to about 100 lbs again! im so proud of myself :)

any ways over the weekend my family had company over so obvious ther was delicious foods. and plus too, its the holidays! so again HIGH CALORIE FAT MAKING FOODS. UGH.

the goodnews.

i resisted almost every bad thing! we have like a dozen bagels from einstien bagel bros. , my dad got me a chocolate cupcake from somewhere, at this party this weekend there was cheese lasagna (this one was easiest to resist haha), and of course the wheat thins, and icream, and cookies that i have stashed around the house. BUT I RESISTED THEM ALL. and even if what i just said was triggering for you, you can keep that temptaion off because i did and so can you!

the badnews.

since iv lost weight im a little worried about how my friends and family will react if they notice :\

i have a meeting with my psychiatrist later this week and i think he might weight me or something or order tests on my blood because i used to be anemic and my mom suggested it last time we visited. ugh….. im so scared. what if he makes me go into rehab or something or go into hospitalization. OR eve worse go to one of those eating disorder places for teens where they make you eat like a bazillion calories per meal!?

well i guess we’ll cross that bridge when it gets here…

ttfn :)

some extra inspiration:

new laptop and update

AHHHHHH!!!! im so excited!

i got a new laptop! :D

for an early christmas present. it sooo cool. and the best part is…. i can get on the blog more! i can look for thinspo more! i can chat on the forums (for ana) more! and it distracts me from eating! its sooo great.

 

anyways, other than that this week has been okay. the only bad thing is ….. i got my period. i was just like WTF. im anorexic, i havent had my period in five months, WHATS THE DEAL!? like about a year ago, i didnt have my period for six months, and it was WONDERFUL. i hate it when i get my period, but it was also a good thing because it helps me starve. i just want my period to disappear forever, so iv probably eaten about 800 calories since wednesday :)

lost some weight. yippee.

ughh so i gotta babysit later, but i will definitely update the thinspo tomorrow! :)

 

heres a little something from me to you!

something fun perhaps?

ughhh. binged today. i had a girl scout meeting. yes girl scouts. its good for college so be quite! :P (the downside is the glorious cookies)
anyways. we had bagels and this like egg pie thing. oh yeah keish i think. so yeah. not good. but i didnt have one bagle. i had three bagel halves PLUS cream cheese. exactly. then i was just like. why the fuck not. and had some cookies. (I GOT TO TASTE THE NEW FLAVOR!!! :D). and then everyone left and im alone in my house (we have the meetings at my house. and then i had russion wedding cookies or whatever and good and plenty and pie crust. ughhhh

good news: since no ones home i can exercise vigorously and not be called anorexic by my twin sister :)

i want to do something fun with the Pro-Ana community out there. soooo i was thinking we could share holiday thinspo? just a thought.

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!

♥
katy

Victoria’s Secret

who else watched the Victoria’s secret fashion show this week!
i love it. i love underware sooo much. pretty much just because all the models look amazing in underwear and skinny too :)

the same day the fashion show was on, i went to the mall. i went to victoria’s secret/PINK and bought new panties! yay.
i love new underwear too ;)

then two days ago i went to jc penny and got these two amazing bras! haha

so a few questions for you lovely readers…

do you love underwear too?
do you have another secret obsession?
where is your favorite place to buy bras and undies?

haha, i know this is such a weird topic, but iv been thinking about it all week. Ana has a soft spot for being unclothed