im scared
i think i might actually be eating normally.
maybe ill start a fast. i dont know. too obvious?
i tried to throw up a few weeks ago, it almost worked. until i chickened out. then i just felt sick the rest of the day…
if thats what bulimia is then i dont think i would handle it. maybe i could get used to it.
everytime i get home from school i binge, like crazy!
i think it might be because of stress…or maybe i just need better self control?
im not sure…
anyways, i never got around to the thinspo post bcuz i stayed up past midnight doing homework. granted i didnt start till around 530/600…
ugh, just someone talk to me please! i need some support!
[maybe its my ADHD medication! D:]
Scrumptious Hollow 